LOST...

So there I was leaving work a little early, I finished up all my work, so I decided to go to the local mall and treat myself to a little spending at Best Buy. Now my friend Dione warned me not to go out and spend money on myself to make me feel good, so I didn't. I used a reward zone certificate and what was left of my gift card from the Keystone management crew to buy a couple of CDs.

That's not where the fun started. So when I left the mall (which if you listen to Dane Cook, I was at the Galleria!!!!) I asked for directions (yes, I can ask for directions) and went the way I thought I was suppose to go...
then I was in West Boston, which meant I crossed a bridge and didn't even know it. So again I had to ask for directions. After doing an illegal u-turn (in front of a Police Officer) I found another person who directed me, correctly this time, to where I wanted to go. I really want to explore this city, but I hate doing it alone.

I have this weird seperation issue. I like having people around, hence why I spend so much time on the phone, so I get panicked if I'm by myself and get lost. Which is weird because in Indy there were times when I would drive around by myself and listen to CDs and sing along, this way I wasn't bugging anyone. It has to be the fact that I don't have any friends out here. Not that I'm doing a whole lot to help that situation. I'm trying to follow Lee's advice and not curl up in a bubble and be a recluse. I hope it'll be different when I get my own place. If I go out and start making friends with people I want to be able to drink. Out of respect for my grandparents I refuse to show up to their house drunk EVER!!!!

Well enough opening up myself...for now.